Nakon 10000 god.evo opet tipkam...pa ljudi SRETAN USKRS !!! Nek vam zekan donese puno sarenih jaja iz kojeg cvjetaju ljubav , sreca , mir , smijeh i sve naj naj ... da da....ak me nekad pukne natipkat cu nest.. pusex |
Mozda je bolje sto se rijesio muke , ali nisam htjela da umre , sad je njemu tesko zato sto ga nije vido par godina...bit cu uz njega...mozda ce mu bit bolje a mozda ce se samo pravit da mu je bolje..mozda s vremenom zaboravi na bol ,a mozda i ne..ne znam kako da se ponasam prema njemu , sta da mu kazem ? ..jedino mogu bit potpora... ...jos jednom ...moja iskrena sucut...drži se.. |
"Who's That Girl?" There were places we would go at midnight There were secrets that nobody else would know There's a reason but I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why I thought they all belonged to me Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life? Oh no, living my life Seems like everything's the same around me Then I look again and everything has changed I'm not dreaming so I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why She's everywhere I wanna be Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life? I'm the one who made you laugh Who made you feel And made you sad I'm not sorry For what we did For who we were I'm not sorry I'm not her Who's that girl? Where's she from? No she can't be the one That you want That has stolen my world It's not real, it's not right It's my day, it's my night By the way Who's that girl living my life? Oh no, living my life a sad druga.. "Be Somebody" The shades gone up Mothers staring down She don't know where he's been Or how long he's been out She said 'Boy I'm tired of waiting up while your out with your friends' He said 'Mom I'm trying and I'm living my life the best way that I can' Cause I'm trying to be somebody I'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine I'm living Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down The day has come The sun is moving on She don't know where he'll go Or when he's coming home She said 'Son take care, don't let your dreams get too far out of sight' He said 'I love you now, don't worry about me you know I'll be fine' Cause I'm trying to be somebody I'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine I'm living Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down No I'm not trying to be somebody else Don't you know me? I wont ever let you I wont ever let you What they say What they know What they think wont ever bring me down This life is mine and I am my own I'm trying to be somebody I'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine I lead Don't you know me? I'm trying to be somebody I'm not trying to be somebody else This life is mine I'm living Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down Yeahhh I'm not trying to be somebody else Don't you know me? I wont ever let you down I wont be nobody else This life is mine and I am my own |
Ljudovi ..da da pisem post neam pojma kak to al eto e da stavit cu vam rijeci jedne pjesme koje mozda nekom ide na zivce al meni je ok ...zapravo bas je dobra pa evo ... Christina Aguilera -Hurt Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take away the pain Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wanna do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I hurt myself by hating you Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I want to do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've had myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away Oh, it's dangerous It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've had myself By hurting you Uzivajte...jos malo pa gotova skola ...iiii Bozic ..jos samo da padne snijeg bar na par dana iako ga bas i ne volim ...pusa mah mah |
Evo J a s m i n a....ovaj post je posvecen tebi i jednoj od tvojih pjesama... Okrecem novi list prazan list knjige zivota iza sebe ostavljam burne stranice proslosti tebe.. lisavam se uspomena ali ostajem cistog obraza , bez srama i kajanja tada sam prvi put priznala sebi da sam zaljubljena sada me svjecin plamen podsjeca na sjaj u tvojim ocima plamen koji stoji tako uzviseno kao da ce trajati vjecno.. jos uvijek bih rado ljubila tu ruku koja me dodiruje cuva...jos uvijek... moje srce je tuklo tvoja pogrebna pjesma.. jos uvijek me progone tvoje suze koje su padale po mojim rukama kao sveta voda po oziljcima plesali smo po slomljenom staklu ali.....ne zalim evo nadam se da vam je ok pjesma meni je bas dobra... Jasmina hvala.. pozz |
Ponekad danima ne izustim ni rijeci.. I ne mislim . Ne cinim nista. Samo sam jos tijelo.. Cudno je kako se cijeli zivot mora ostati u jednom te istom tijelu.. Ali,bar ne umirem.. Bila sam potpuno izgubljena u tom hldnom.. nistavilu bez pocetka i kraja.. Ponekad je bilo neizdrzivo.. Tada naviru sjecanja.. I sve je opet tu. I hladnoca i cudnovate, bezbojne sjene.. ogoljelo drvece i njihove oci. I ta tisina sto je osjecam gotovo do boli... Katkada pokusavam otkriti.. kada i zasto.. je sve to zapocelo.. Ponekad satima placem,a onda mi se opet sve cini smijesnim.. Padala sam u bezoblicno,mracno NISTA koje kao da nije imalo kraja Ali nije me boljelo.. Jednostavno sam padala,padala i padala.. Izdaleka me je netko dozivao. Onda je zavladao mir i ja sam zaspala.. |
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I tak se ja probudila i pustila muziku jedino to jos mogu podnijet trenutno najvise slusam metallicu .... dalje.... obukla trenirku i siroku bratovu majcu otisla prat zube, umit se, i sve ostalo...kad cujes MATEAAAA i ja se zaderem DAAA i stara pocne nabrajat dodi dolje i operi sude, odi do konzuma , speglaj onaj ves, stavi drugi da se pere ....itd. bilo je dosta toga i ja onak DOBRO ,SAD CU !!!! i ajd odem ja to sve napravim onak bezvoljno , iscrpljeno se osjecam, osjecam se ko da se ne osjecam ko kostur, labavo.....to je cesto kod mene tak da... i napravila ja sve to i otisla u svoje odaje citat knjigu u taj drugi svijet slicniji mojoj psihi citam knjigu " farma leseva" , " dnevnik jedne narkomanke" i jos par knjiga sam posudila Nadin je HIV pozitivna i jos neke...i tak ja citam taman je inspektorica dosla na tu farmu i opet......MATEAAAA !!! ja onak pokusavam sto smirenije DA!!!!! sad stari ...daj.bla bla.....opet ja dobro,sad cu...i nis..... i najedno stara uleti u sobu i kaze ona meni " ti mrzis sta si ziva nis neces preostaje ti samo da se ubijes " ja kazem "hocu i istjeram je iz sobe " i tak ne moze proc 2 jebene minute a da me netko ne zove stalno se pitam sta bi bilo da im ja to sve ne radim i onda mi jos dode mali buraz i prca me u mozak ....pizdim svaki dan sve vise i ne mogu vise izdrzat u ovoj kuci ja bi otisla, ne znam kak bi zaradivala ..vjerovatno kurvanjem jer niko mi ne bi dao posao ziher....moj zivot bi bio ko knjiga " Mi djeca s kolodvora zoo " nes slicno oni su za hors zaradivali ,a ja bi za hranu iako sam se pokusavala ubit i nisam uspjela mislila sam nakon tolko pokusaja i prezivljavanja valjda moram ostat na svijetu da izvrsim svoju misiju ...a ja stvarno ne znam koja je to ....i vise nemam snage i hrabrosti pokusavat sve ispocetka ...... nek se kill-ne ko moze i oce.. ......znam kak vam je bar malo ak ne puno.... JUCER Isla sam s frendicom dijelit letke na tresnjevku i aj super je bilo super ljudi i tak i navecer dosla doma , otusirala se i bila u kvartu s ekipom pola njih isto sjebano ...zivim u dubravi....i Hrvoju frendu se spavalo i mi se otisli prosetat sa jednom frendicom Tinom i liku se spavalo kad najednom prode neka treba brijem da je imala cetvorku i nije imala grudnjak i frend se razbudio brijem da bi iso drkat nasred ulice da nismo bile nas dvije....ziher je to doma obavio.....jadan on je fakat ocajan.....nije imo curu vec uhuhuuuhhuu dost dugo...al brijem i da nije dust dugo bario...jadan...... a ja jos ocajnija....e ljudovi ne da mi se vise pisat...pussa ...pozzz |
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